I'm glad you were ***FINALLY*** able to come to terms the ex. Hopefully you guys can be **real** friends one day. I agree with what you said she needed to do to in order to make that happen. Yes, I agreed with you. What are you now? An assitant? Aquaintence? Understudy? Affiliate? lol! You gotta long way to go, but I know how determined you are. Good luck!
Now you have to introduce me to this new girl! I could feel your beady little eyes twinkling when you talked about her on the phone!!
What you said to me the other week hurt me. It hurt so badly in so many ways I can't begin to describe it. The incredibly painful things you said to me utterly destroyed me. I have barely eaten, I haven't slept and I can barely function knowing how much you hate me. I'm sorry for what I said and if I could take it back I would. When I saw how badly your ex hurt you, I couldn't help myself. I know I crossed the line with what I said, but I couldn't help it. I just get so angry sometimes, I didn't think straight, I just lost it. I've started seeing a counselor about my anger issues, but that's no excuse. You trusted me to keep that info to myself and I betrayed you. I know how much your ex still means to you and I probably fucked up your relationship with her beyond repair. I know you're taking full responsibility for something I did, but you don't have to... I'M the one who wrote it, NOT you. I'M the who did those terrible things NOT you. You're one of most decent and honorable people I've ever known and you shouldn't have that hovering over your head. Let ME take the burden. If you wanted to hurt me, you did. If you wanted to make me cry, you did. My life is shit right now. But I deserve it. I understand that by hurting your friend, I hurt you as well and that's something I just can't live with. You're like the brother I never had and I NEED you in my life. I apologized a thousand times and tried to make amends for my actions, but you won't even return my calls, you've blocked my email and you've ignored all my IMs. That's why I'm baring my soul on your blog for everyone to see. I don't know what else to do. You know I've never begged anyone for anything in my life, but I'm BEGGING you to PLEASE give me another chance because my life is hell right now. I would very much like to be your friend again.
Wow. As one of the few people who have seen your darker side, I still shudder when I think about what you used to be like. I do NOT envy this girl. She must've done something really messed up to get that out of you. You've made such incredible progress over the years, I hope you don't relapse. I kinda like the way you are now. =)
Damn, I definitely agree with Ray. I'd love to meet her. I'm sure we'd have plenty of stories to swap about the "dark side." You have come a LONG way, and I admire that. --Libby
Libby: Vinnie's gonna kill me BUT: One weakness I've noticed with the new improved Vinnie, is that he tends to put other people's happiness above his own. Probably to make up for all the people he's hurt in the past. Even though that's pretty cool, I sometimes worry that he might think he's unworthy of being happy which isn't true at all.
merry xmas vincent. have a good one.
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Merry Xmas to you too, sweetheart! Hope you got my gift in the mail!
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*Ray*
I'm glad you were ***FINALLY*** able to come to terms the ex. Hopefully you guys can be **real** friends one day. I agree with what you said she needed to do to in order to make that happen. Yes, I agreed with you.
ReplyDeleteWhat are you now? An assitant? Aquaintence? Understudy? Affiliate? lol! You gotta long way to go, but I know how determined you are. Good luck!
Now you have to introduce me to this new girl! I could feel your beady little eyes twinkling when you talked about her on the phone!!
Okay, I've embarassed you enough. -_^
Love ya and merry Christmas, KID!
-CR
New girl??
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Merry Christmas, player!!
What you said to me the other week hurt me. It hurt so badly in so many ways I can't begin to describe it. The incredibly painful things you said to me utterly destroyed me. I have barely eaten, I haven't slept and I can barely function knowing how much you hate me.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry for what I said and if I could take it back I would. When I saw how badly your ex hurt you, I couldn't help myself. I know I crossed the line with what I said, but I couldn't help it. I just get so angry sometimes, I didn't think straight, I just lost it. I've started seeing a counselor about my anger issues, but that's no excuse. You trusted me to keep that info to myself and I betrayed you. I know how much your ex still means to you and I probably fucked up your relationship with her beyond repair. I know you're taking full responsibility for something I did, but you don't have to... I'M the one who wrote it, NOT you. I'M the who did those terrible things NOT you. You're one of most decent and honorable people I've ever known and you shouldn't have that hovering over your head. Let ME take the burden.
If you wanted to hurt me, you did. If you wanted to make me cry, you did. My life is shit right now. But I deserve it. I understand that by hurting your friend, I hurt you as well and that's something I just can't live with. You're like the brother I never had and I NEED you in my life.
I apologized a thousand times and tried to make amends for my actions, but you won't even return my calls, you've blocked my email and you've ignored all my IMs.
That's why I'm baring my soul on your blog for everyone to see. I don't know what else to do.
You know I've never begged anyone for anything in my life, but I'm BEGGING you to PLEASE give me another chance because my life is hell right now. I would very much like to be your friend again.
I don't know what else to say.
your friend always,
-Kendra
OMG Vincent! What the hell did you say to her????
ReplyDeleteRemind me not to get on your bad side!
-Jess
Okay okay! You DON'T have beady little eyes!!! Just take it easy! Lol! 0_0
ReplyDeleteHow funny. I would say you were being too hard on her, but after you told me what she said, I think you're being too soft! Chick's got some issues!
Note to self: DO NOT get on Vinnie's bad side!
-CR
Wow. As one of the few people who have seen your darker side, I still shudder when I think about what you used to be like. I do NOT envy this girl. She must've done something really messed up to get that out of you.
ReplyDeleteYou've made such incredible progress over the years, I hope you don't relapse. I kinda like the way you are now. =)
*Ray*
Hmm. Now I'm even more curious than ever to see this "darker side" of you.
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Idiot. Speaking as someone who actually KNOWS Vincent, trust me when I say that you do NOT want to see this particular side of him.
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Damn, I definitely agree with Ray. I'd love to meet her. I'm sure we'd have plenty of stories to swap about the "dark side." You have come a LONG way, and I admire that. --Libby
ReplyDeleteOkay, so what is the deal with this Kendra chick???? What terrible thing did she do?? Sounds like she's gonna kill herself or something!
ReplyDeleteLibby:
ReplyDeleteVinnie's gonna kill me BUT:
One weakness I've noticed with the new improved Vinnie, is that he tends to put other people's happiness above his own. Probably to make up for all the people he's hurt in the past. Even though that's pretty cool, I sometimes worry that he might think he's unworthy of being happy which isn't true at all.
*Ray*
Well… DUH! I'm working on it though.
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