Sex

I like sex as much as the next person, but lately I haven't really been thinking much about it. Yes, I'm in PHASE ONE, but I usually still think about sex every now and then. Instead I've been thinking a lot about friends and family.

This is a far cry from two weeks ago, when I was INSANELY anxious and very nearly did something about it, but my "go to" girl is currently in a relationship and although, I knew I could get her to come over with a little persuastion, I decided not to. I think these two are good for each other and I don't want to mess that up.

Maybe my lack of interest stems from the fact that I don't want be involved with an empty, meaningless fling during the holidays. It just seems so.... tacky, not to mention pretty pathetic. During this time you're supposed to be with the ones you love. Unfortunately, I don't have a "significant other" to share the holidays with, in fact it's been a pretty crappy year in that department. I take comfort in the fact that I have friends and family to help me get through the holiday blahs. Sometimes that's all you need.



Besides, there's always next year.